British Columbia

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Vancouver

Dunbar

Can’t sleep

Tossing and turning

Sweating

Stale air

Japanese lady

Weird fan

Open window

No breeze.

Granville tomorrow

This wasn’t the right place for me

Non refundable

Next time

Motel 6

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Victor

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Steinbrueck

Nice view

Nicer without the

Exhaust fumes

Coming up from the

Cars on the viaduct

A lot

Of the same

Regulars

Drinking

Marijuana

Meth

Cocaine

Crack

Under the cover

They all hang out

Alcohol

Heat

The construction below

No more viaduct

Ferris wheel

Ferries

Henna tattoos

Stadiums

Pike Place Market

Puget Sound

Shipping containers

Norwegian Joy

Alki Beach

Childish adults

Buskers

Beggars

Panhandling

Olympic mountains

Trains

Mt Rainier

Cutters

Sailboats

Music

Mentally ill

Manic street preaching

Pamphlets

Homeless people

Entitled people

Pigeons

Overflowing garbage cans

It’s a great place

To people watch

Sports fans

Foreigners

Travelers

Visitors

Locals

An Apple A Day

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I live with poor health

I’m a diabetic

Type 1

I am my own monster

My A1C levels are super high

So are my triglycerides

Causing heavy damage to my

Heart

Kidneys

Pancreas

Protein in my urine

Not good

Fear

Anxiety

Doctor visit

Scheduled this week

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I’m always wondering

About tomorrow

What’s just around the corner?

I’m just too curious to commit suicide

Others will flat out tell you

that they don’t give a fuck

But they do

They care

about what others think about them

Personally I do not

Care about what others think of me

They’re lonely

I’m not

I have friends

Family

People who care about me

I am a good person

They’re angry

Bitter

About the results of their poor choices

Negative people

Selfish

Self centered

They spurn others

but cry for help

They’re lonely

They wonder why

They have nobody around them

Away

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Sometimes I just want to be left alone

Some things and situations are just to constricting

Sometimes

I just want to be away

Sometimes

I just want to be away

For a while

One or two days isn’t enough

Sick

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It’s hard to live with a chronic disease

T1D

Surrounded by carbohydrates

Dizzy

Lantus

Atorvistatin

Lisinopril

Body out of whack

High blood sugar

Eastern

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I’m Asian

But I look white

My dad is of European descent

Mom is from the Philippines

Most people think I’m Native American

Some tell me they think I could be Samoan

Or even Mexican

Nope

Filipino

Wonderful

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I hope you don’t mind

I hope you don’t mind

That I put down in words

How wonderful life is

While you’re in the world

Sugar Never Tasted So Good

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Diabetic

Have been for years

Blood sugar

Bad

Rarely ever good

Addicted

To bad food

Unhealthy

I feel like I care, but just don’t do it

I want to

I think about eating healthier

It is easier not to

Warm, fast food

Cheeseburgers

Greasy spoon diner

breakfast

Insulin

Syringes

Finger poker

444 last night

Small machine spits out numbers

Just give it a little bit of blood

313 this morning

Bad

Don’t want to have an early heart attack

Stroke

Heart disease

At a young age

There’s always tomorrow

Until there isn’t

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